A Book for everyone (:
Thursday, November 14, 2013
Draw Me A Story
Thursday, October 31, 2013
Steven and I's Trust.
Wednesday, July 3, 2013
As the Rain Falls
Saturday, June 8, 2013
The Fighting Has to Stop
Over The Hedge
Wednesday, June 5, 2013
Relationship Suicide
Friday, May 31, 2013
Benghazi-- The Hard Truth
Tuesday, April 16, 2013
When i think about it....
When I think about him, I get angry. I start getting upset and angry about everything and the situation. I can't retrace the steps I've taken but I'm immorally making decisions based on a man. No income and I smoke weed. How dare someone have the right to deny me what is owed to me. This man, I think about, I've thought about everytime I'm away. I yearned for and then he never gave me the respect I deserved. I'm always wrong, he's always right. He takes his moms side after calling me a whore. I mean how much can a girl take? She is so wrapped up in a guy that gives two fucks less about the girl. I'm done I quit echoes through her head. She looks at him and his appalling appearance stands out and embarasses her... she no longer seeks to be with said man but where is ? She is dependent and she knows it, hates to admit it but, true, nonetheless.
Monday, April 1, 2013
Whenever Enough is Enough.
there comes a moment in time where you just want to give up and quit. Well that's exactly what the world wants you to do. Give up, quit, say its over. The world and all its stereotypical views will send you over the edge but don't quit. I'm stuck in a whirlwind of yes and no's. I'm almost ready to call it quits.. he's my perfect guy, literally. I've said that a lot but think about it. Italian. Muscular. Converse freak. Gorgeous. Sweet. Personality. He can draw and I bet he has an amazing singing voice. I wish he could see the strife in my eyes. A constant battle of what is morally right to me. I needed to sort out my p's and q's. He's my fabio, more or less just another hidden face. He's a lost face in the crowd but absolutely something that I must win. The ultimatum of right and wrong. Between my strength and will power I'm sure ill make the right decision. But, if it ever came down to it, then we would be able to figure it out then. I knew the moment I seen him he would be this way. And I knew at that exact moment I wanted him to be mine. But most of all, I want him to see inside of me. I want him to make me into what I can be. A positive attitude, a great free spirit minded individuals that eventually will try to coerce with each other soft whispers. But I am out to show that he and I can be together once again.
Saturday, March 23, 2013
Music Junkie. ((:
The notes etch a voice that whispers to my right ear. Soft, melodic, and just a hint of anguish. I need it, I want it. It lays before my eyes on a clef ready to embrace the sharp e's. I demand to be taken to a world where music is played all the time and everyone smiles at the tunes emanating from every crevice and crack. I decided to tune higher and reach the notes with ease. Each note flawlessly hit. No hesitation, no holding back. Ready for the sharp e's I begin my climb. No turning back, its already too late. Like a needle piercing the skin the sharp e hit my heart in no time. Sending me soaring, darting in every direction. Soon I evaporate into the music and begin my fall back down. But this time, when I'm back down, I can't get back up. There is no turning back from here, this is the end.
Thursday, March 21, 2013
Death of a Stranger.
A hopeless whim, a serene chill.
A smile in the dark is unseen.
Stealthily slinking along
A wonderful feeling.
Thunder crashes above
Lightning enlightens the sky.
Tears fall down her cheeks,
Blushing unseen from being sly.
She dreams of the pain
Reminisces on the strife
She touches the metal soon to be stained
A new end to life.
Behind him is a shadow
Slinking, stealthily along
It glimmers in the night
And turns into a song.
A melody so sharp they cut the skin
So in tune with those who handle.
Emanates, echoing like the heat of a flame.
Life ending, turning the heat into a cold candle.
SaCred Memories of AnotheR paSt
I have an 'x' over my heart and fat and ugly labeled in my skin. I have tiny tears all over my body from the stereotypes and torture. La torturia says Shakira. Each one tells a story. Tattoos of a different color. The need of more tattoos is inevitable. Overpowering, really. Not a thing to hold me back from achieving the ultimate goal. Gettting more tattoos has been with me since I was young. I always wanted tattoos, something perfect. I sketched and created each tattoo uniquely for my body where only the lies, rather than beauty, were skin deep. They showed who I really was, or whatever I was during that period of time. Some tattoos describing how I fel currently. I'm not afraid to get more tattoos. But of the addiction of getting inked up and scarred up. But that's all it is after a while. A once colorful and unique scar but more of a memory.
Soft Musings.
Our time is now,
Our time is this.
Strongest love,
Sealed with a kiss.
You hold me in tight,
Caress my cheek with your hand.
You make me feel wanted,
By your side is where ill stand.
A dark angel
I've called you once before.
My guardian angel
Mine forevermore
You kiss my forehead so lightly
Making me reminisce
Ill never be able to forget
Our first kiss.
I've drawn on and on
When really I'm at my end.
These are soft musings
Of a girl missing her boyfriend.
My Dark Angel.
A smile, a dark angel,
He comes near, I breathe him in.
The scent so enticing, so great,
Never did I realize new begininngs.
Begin again
That's what I'm doing.
He smiles, I grin,
Blushes on my cheeks show me the begininng.
His embrace so warm,
So strong but weak with me.
So soft but yet so strong
Caress me my love.
Kisses so sweet
Soft like dripping honey.
Sting my heart like a bee,
I hope you're falling for me.
I'm dreaming of dreams,
I'm falling again.
This is a very happy ending
My darling you are mine.
I see that smile
So soft with me
So strong with others
You are the strength I've been looking for.
One more time were together,
We will find ourselves anew
I can't wait to see us in
A plenty of years.
You are mine as of now,
As I am yours.
Please protect me, baby,
For I would protect you.
Soft whispers
In my ear,
All the things I want to hear,
Respect is all I see.
Maybe that's why
You felt upset
About him ruining me
But it feels great.
A better feeling
Than my high
Let's fly to the
Big bright sky.
As I am yours
You are mine.
You are my angel
Gaurdian angel at that.
I can see my gaurdian angel,
My dear my love.
My gaurdian angel
My gaurdian angel is you.
More Than A Being.
As a rose blooms and becomes ripe, your faces turns a light crimson color. Its not times like this where I fall, the rich blue or your virtue's valor. Amazing you are as our hands are one, how my heart skips a beat. A melody interrupted by a first kiss love. You are not what you seem, the perfectest perfect in my world. Help me from my tunnel of sorrow, from my well of doubt and my sulking corner. Don't ever question this my rose, blossom and be something more than just a rose, be beautiful. <3